May 15, 2019

Summer is fast approaching.. Problem is, I still haven't started working after the past job that I quit from. I have not been working for almost 5 weeks now and my bank is literally zero, my credit card debt has increased drastically and I am caught up with the decision of taking the easy route and getting a job that is convenient but not so good money, or having a great time for the summer and make great money. I opted with the latter. I went to Greenport today for a training at 4PM, I arrived in town at 2PM. I have so much time so I decide to grab coffee, there's something inside me that's telling me not to do the job in so many weird reasons that I ended up not showin' and took the train back to Ronk. That's my anxiety working